First off, I am pissed off. I am pissed at the following: SEB K P Dani Myself I am in a ridiculous mood right now. I am giving up on everyone I know and have ever known. A waste of my time. A huge waste of my heart's time. I think tomorrow I'll skip out on K again. I don't have anything to say to him. I am no longer interested in anything he has to say. It's all nonsense. I am feeling the same way about SEB. Repetitive talk. I played some racket ball alone today. It's wonderful for releasing stress. I imagined I was hitting everyone I know hard against the wall. Smack. Smack. It felt good. I shall do it more often. Fuck the following: SEB Dani K P Myself I will be fine. I can't wait until this semester is over. K will gone. SEB will be extremely busy. I won't see P again. I will be graduating the year next. I cannot wait. I feel like going upstairs, putting on some comfortable clothes, and settling down to a nice bowl. Why not? I need to think and figure my life out. I need to let go of all this negative crap. I also need to forget about the unimportant stuff in my life, especially the unimportant people. Useless emotions. Wasted moments. Loneliness plagues me still. I am done for now.