we call him charles. he likes to stay up real late. some would call him hyper active. others might call him a trouble maker. i call him the best friend ive ever had. whenever he/s around everything feels lighter. he makes me smile. when it snows. it snows great when he/s near. i/m digging back into old old old bad bad bad habits. and i dont care. i like it. alot. i love it. alot. and thats that. the good guy is the right guy. and i hope i know him for a very long time. the mc is getting under my skin. he/s weird. and depressing. i need to keep my distance. but not make him too upset. big league is out of my league. unfortunately. because i have a thing for tall guys with alcoholic tendencies. i have a lot of things to work through. apprently. but im still here. still lasting. and i feel good about it.