word in my head says BEWARE. be cautious. be A-WARE. be ready. time changes things. changes them. makes them a bit unrecognizable. even up close. the entire picture. no matter how clear it seems. could be hiding some-thing. underneath. spoke to 7th street. for quite a long beat. made good with dani again. gossiped with lisa. laughed with lina. and missed them. very much. i dont want to miss home. but there are those times. when thats all i can really do. unfortunately. i wonder about aimee now. and such. and so on. and forth. ill have to get ahold of her. i think ill let it be for awhile. examine the game from the outside. peering in. and in. and deep with-in. if i came here to change. then i should change. i have a bit. but. not enough. not enough at all. to really make it count. and it should. count.