[we are currently having technical difficulties] Here I am. early in the morn. wishing for something more. Well last night was a step in the right direction. I went to bed un-tainted. my mind unclouded. Free from the ills of my addictions. Today school is on a delay. I don't know if I feel like driving. A few more skips of classes shouldn't hurt this early in the game. Maybe? Right? This won't be long. i'm not feeling the writing vibe. I don't feel depressed or unhappy. I feel BLAH and NUMB. Like my soul has frost bite or something. I think I'll go and figure out if I'm going to class or not. "Feel the reaper." DFN.