"All I ever wanted was you..." indeed. bring out the clowns. and watch them circle round. i've smoked some and feeling good. thinking about all the things i should. or shouldn't. whichever. i seen PRD today. briefly. he acted like his usual irresistible self. i'm beginning to hate him. not in a bad way. but i sometimes don't want to see him. because it all gets to shitty again. my feelings. my heart being crushed. sometimes. i wish i would tell him to read all of this. to check it out. to run off after he gets the CLUE. there's this girl i know. some call her AMBY. but i call her MUCHAHO. she's quite entertaining. we met last summer. well not the summer before last. when i worked at a nasty little restaurant by the beach. we look like opposites. she's thin. and pretty. and girly. i'm chunky. and lovely. and tomboy-ISH. and weird, to boot. anyways. she cracks me up. we trade insults constantly. and i honestly enjoy it. we have the same sense of humor, i suppose. twisted and dirty like. it's nice when you meet someone on the same level as you. (no matter how low that level is) anyways. i don't know why i'm talking about that. maybe i'll post some of her e mails sometime. just for the FUCK of it. so anyways. thursday. it's all over. classes end again. TIS THE SEASON. like i stted before i'm pretty sure i BOMBED that one final. but i did pass WILSON's class. so thank you MISTER WILSON. thank you very much. well i'm bored. and tired. and lame. so i'm moving on for now. "My Milkshake..." DFN.