I have slept almost 12-13 hours away. I slept from 6 until 10 last night. Went back to bed at 2 until 10. I've been in a sleeping mood. SEB called we talked about the usual stuff. Big K. Moving. Grades. Classes. Drinking. I honestly don't care or really want to see K again. It's becoming such a problem. I am sort of stuck in the middle of something that's not even happening. I know that doesn't make much sense. I don't care about making sense anymore. I just want to get this semester over with. I won't see K or P again and my mind will be able to rest. I cannot wait at all. I need to find a summer job soon. Something Part-time and boring. I don't feel like doing much this summer except for getting loaded and having fun. I've always had large goals for my future. Dani's Birthday is tomorrow. I don't know what to get her. Or even what to pretend to get her. I don't know. Maybe I'll just pretend I forgot. She works tonight. I should stop and see her early in the morning while she's at work. I could. I might. I don't know. Today will be shit. Tomorrow too. 4 more weeks left after this week. 12 more classes all together. I am happy about that. About the coming summer. I fucked up my fasting. I need to start over. I will. I am done for now.