i refuse to apologize for being alive. i refuse to apologize for being alive. i refuse to apologize for being alive. because. shame. has. no. real. name. nor. no. place. here. i dont have time. to keep worrying. i will either live on the edge. or hold on. and hold out. pathetically. i refuse to hold on. nothing has me. me has nothing. and thats just how it has to be. i refuse to say im sorry. for having a good time. i refuse to say im sorry. for breathing. if we apologized. and felt bad for every dumbass thing we/ve ever done or will do. we/d spend the rest of our lives. saying im sorry. and. i refuse. so fuck it.