Feeling: like , I have no idea. 6:30 Tuesday Evening   An Unexpected Phonecall connected to an unrelated Letdown I took a nap today. Until 5:30. I woke up at 8. I put on my uniform. I decided not to bike to school. I bussed/walked. I didn't find anyone I knew for a while and the first few groups of people I tried to say hi to kind of ignored me and so I found Arina and hung out with them. I rather would have sat with Simon and Nik and Caleb, but whatever. Went to classes, following other people on account of general stupidity/confusedness. I felt quite stupid today. Especially when the English guy put me in the English whatever program for kids who weren't as good as other kids, same teacher as who taught me last year. She was cool but I didn't learn anything with her. I almost started to cry and i left because i didn't want my voice to crack when i talked to people But someone (Katie) saw me anyway and she told on me! to Caleb. But after I got everything else signed for, I went back to the english guy and demanded to be in the regular English class. And so he put me in the regular English class. And then i waited in a line for ages and Hyun Woo walked with me home. When I got home i ate lunch and a frozen Juice, and did the dishes. On the last dish I was washing the phone rang and i picked it up expecting it to be Peg for mum but it wasn't. "Hello this is Teresa." "Teresa? This is Caleb." "OH, hi!" "Katie said you looked sad today. Are you okay?" "Yeah, nah, I'm fine, I fixed it, it's all good now." "Okay." "Peer support is over?" "Yeah." "Are you...at Sayla's?" "What? OH, no, I've got to work." "Oh. okay, whatever, see ya later." "bye?" and i hung up. I'm really bad at telephone conversations. Then I got online for a few minutes and talked to Simon. He wasn't going to Sayla's either. I went to my room and took a nap until 5:30. It was like the highlight of my whole day. I'm done now. ----------------- 9:23 p.m. I've just realised that my only contact with Caleb today included two smiles, a phone call in which he said hardly 6 sentences to me, and saying "this is the physics line." earlier today at school. but obviously he knows this and has just gotten online.