2:56 Mid Thursday Afternoon   The Loneliest Purple Octopus There's a box in the PSC study room labeled "PSc 5550 Weed Collection". I have got to take that class. I like making lists. Major things that happened this week, starting with last Thursday: - Friday I found out my car's clutch was rapidly deteriorating and that it was safe to drive until the clutch actually died, so i could take it home over the weekend because there was no way it would get finished on Friday. - Saturday afternoon I went to Stokes Nature Centre's new plot of land with chem club as a "community service" project helping them clean up and prune and stuff. It was a lot fun. - Saturday night I went to a Menomena show with Amy and her friends. I really like hanging out with Amy. She is smart and funny and I almost feel accepted. also Menomena was really great. - Sunday I slept in until...i don't know. 10? I think? it was great. - Wensay came over!!!! and i made bad brownies (well, they were bad to me. I think Wednesday liked them better than i did). we watched youtube videos and danced around in pirate hats. - Monday morning I basically coasted my car to the repair shop and the guy gave me a ride up to uni. - Monday afternoon i actually took a nap AT work IN the greenhouse. and i only got a quarter of the work i needed to do done. so boo. - Monday Evening, my parents came home. they picked me up from the greenhouse. Dad yelled at me for being ridiculously stupid before he even hugged me. Still a bit sore about that. - Tuesday night I finished my octopus costume. - Wednesday I wore my octopus costume. - Wednesday morning I very nearly failed a soils test that I thought I'd done spectacularly on. - Wednesday after my soil failure we watched clips of thrillers in creative arts which was amazing. - Wednesday night after I finished crying about my soils test, I went to Amy's house and we went with her neighbour to see Rocky Horror Picture Show and it was the best. People shouted and threw rice and sprayed water and brought newspapers. it was awesome. - This morning I slept in. - This afternoon I found out that I'm not doing as poorly in Chem Lab as I thought, in fact i'm doing quite well. - This afternoon Dr. G told me that he was giving me 12% extra on the soils test because while I missed the first question, i did the next 3 correctly based on my first answer. - This evening I finally went to back to work and finished what I had to do, and now feel slightly less depressed and behind. - Tonight I went to see Urinetown and it was absolutely spectacular. Well. not spectacular. but it was laugh-out-loud funny and had the most interesting ending. to boot. oh my god. i still have a million things left to do, like study for my creative arts test tomorrow, actually DO my ecology assignment (sob , sob), finally MAIL THE LETTERS i wrote a million years ago, write up a response to Urinetown, do chemistry homework...maybe...., finish my chem lab write up, go to the doctor, um. i'm sure there are other things but i cannot think of them. i really should go to bed. it's something i ought to do. I miss God. I can't wait to go to heaven, i imagine it to be a place where He and I can hang out and He'll be like "oh let's do lunch and i'll conjure up a coffee for you," and I can ask him all those burning questions I had in life that don't really matter any more. like, maybe He'll tell me all about physics and why it works the way it does, and if he thinks electrons are funny and if he likes to fuck with me with the Red Lights when i'm late. Because i can't help but laugh when the lights turn red because the only way i can not get angry is to think that it is only justice. um. ok. now the entry is finished. and I feel absolutely like a crazy person. and i really want to see Urinetown again. :D