11:10 Late Friday Morning   Guilty Happiness I could really get used to this notgoingtoschool thing. Seriously. And that makes me feel quite guilty for some reason. You know what else makes me feel guilty? Not going to work. I need a STRUCTURED working system, i guess, or i'll just NEVER go, no matter how much I enjoy it. Whatever! Self discipline? Why would I need that!? So Thanksgiving was yesterday. It was amazing. There was an extra person there so our grand total was 19 friends and family members gathered around the table(s) eating. Mind you it was a bit of a trick finding enough chairs and tables. Dad was a bit poopy headed yesterday morning. I understand but it makes me so mad when he's mad! Sometimes I'm pretty good at calming him down, sometimes I'm not. Oh well. It freaks me out how passive aggressive my parents can be sometimes. Particularly my mom. Dad's often just aggressive. Anyway, Once we got over our shitty faced attitudes, I got to play with my boys and ate a bowl of cereal and had a nap and worked in the garden with Dad and Caleb. Then people came over and we talked and wiggled toes and waited eagerly for the food to be ready. Dinner at three. I had devised an amazing strategy for eating to the maximum ability of my stomach. LITTLE PORTIONS! then having SECONDS! Amazing. I'm so smart. I ate mashed potatoes (no gravy), yams, green bean casserole, bread rolls, and green salad. then i had seconds. I loved it. I don't usually enjoy thanksgiving food (we had THREE different kinds of meat...yuck!), but it was yumyums. My cousin and her husband and their two boys came to visit and gosh those boys are adorable. I don't like children in general but they are definitely on my list of children to love. I'm absolutely shocked at how intelligent they are. I know that both their parents are smart but I didn't expect gavin and carter to already be stringing words in complex sentences and understanding what I'm saying when I talk to them. Haha. We watched License to Wed or whatever, that one with Robin Williams. I liked Robin Williams' character but I thought that they didn't explore enough of what they were setting up to explore at the beginning. it turned into just another drab chick flick romantic comedy. Oh well. In the meantime, my brain has been shut off. Hopefully it'll be rebooted by Monday. Hey you know, I think it's time to go. I think it's nap time.