11:13 Late Tuesday Night (28 April 2009)   Bed time Yeah that's right. one of these days i'm going to have a bedtime again. finals will be over soon. then i will have to go overdrive wedding planning I suppose. I just want it to be as chill as humanly possible. In other news I don't know if I should do a masters in Environmental Toxicology or in Environmental Soil Chemistry...pretty much everyone I've talked to has tried pushing me to Env. Tox, and to be honest it fits more with my career goals and I initially started college with the plan of going into environmental toxicology. But...I can't just leave three years of studying my precious soil behind! There has to be some way to mesh the two. Maybe that will be my PhD. Toxic contaminants in the soil. That's environmental, right? anyway. I'll probably go with the toxicology...but i'll miss my dirt. Caleb and I are meant to go look at some houses that are for sale in our price range next Monday. and in addition to looking at houses next monday, i will not be studying or taking notes in lectures! yay! woohoo! though i end up missing lecture hours after about a week. the studying i don't miss. I wonder if I lend my heart and emotions out a little bit too freely? haha, ok I know I do. but that's ok. it's like a high risk investment with the potential for much higher returns than if I only occasionally extended my feelings into the world, right? the tears are worth the joy.