10:07 Mid Wednesday Morning (24 September, 2008)   I Hope I'd Forgive Me So, I know, I'm a whiny buttface. On the other hand, though; hey, it's my diary and i'll whine if i want to (you would whine too if it happened to you). Today: Wednesday. Day of Hell and its associated ramifications. 2 exams in my 2 hardest classes, a lab report due in my most tedious class on top of a field-trip in my most tedious class... the lab is supposed to run until 5:30 but usually goes until 6 or 6:30. rarhh. After these tests I'm going to want to crash, but I have a 8 - to - 9 hour day with one single hour break (which I am currently on, having studied for the microbiology test which will be commencing in the next 15 minutes) I did at least eat breakfast today, drank some water, had a cup of coffee... i am more prepared for my micro test but I have a lot of fear because i don't know if i'll be able to remember everything. Dr. S is an AMAZING lecturer, and his class is very interesting...but if his tests are anything like his study guide this is not going to be a class I will get an A in. haha, that's ok. the point is to learn. This is what i will tell myself in order to relax a little bit. I will do as well as I will do, I will do the best I can, and I will not freak out. I'm not very good at stressing out, haha. too much rationalizing. As far as organic chem, eh. That one will be fun. I may not get a fantastic score but I will do ok. I just have to chill. yay! i've successfully relaxed myself. i'll think about the lab report after i take this test.