7:49 Tuesday Evening   Oh, Mate! Random mood. anyway. Sunday was uneventful, Richard came over and it was father's day but nothing really exciting happened. Monday was ... well. I woke up at 7:30 because my cats hate my alarm and meowed at me to turn it off, or i assume so, because they meowed until I got up, then rubbed my legs when i turned off the alarm, then promptly left. So there was no point in going back to sleep. I e-mailed caleb. And got in a fight with this guy Adam and now I hate it here even more but i can stand it until I can leave. oh please let that day be soon. I prayed a little. Caleb sent me some awesome e-mails that were full of hope and cheer. yay. at 10:30 of the A.m. Jade came over, and at 11 a.m. I called Sara and at noon I took a shower and Sara and I went to Walmart to get a cake for my sister's party. Derek came with. i don't have any problem with that. i just pretend i do because I'm mildy envious that i don't have a caleb to cling to anymore. And he is taller than her by a lot and i have never had that luxury in a relationship. anyway. they were always touching. they weren't secretive at all. But then he had to leave after i was nice to him and made him a pizza and gave him cold water to drink. So Sara and I went to Claire's and Hot Topic and didn't find what we were looking for, but did find what we weren't. yay. I tried on a black and red corset and I bought a messenger bag on clearance that has jack skellington on it. Probably everyone and their dog has this bag but i really don't care, it just oozes awesome. Then we tried on formal dresses at Dillards. Well. I did, anyway. a pretty red dress. I could be the woman in the red dress, but i have two red dresses already. :P It made my butt look funny anyway. Then we looked at ugly clothes and then drove to my house and hung out. had pizza for tea, and then cake, then Sara had to go home. I taught the girls at chelsea's party how to play Dictionary, then chilled out in my room. I think i scared them. If they approached me again, I'd teach them a different game they wouldn't like. xD The sunset was beautiful. i stayed up late last night. I woke up at 7:30 and e-mailed Caleb. Then I ate breakfast and drove to Deanna's house and babysat her two kids. It was easy. 7 hours but still. I took about a half-hour to hour nap and then made them lunch at 1:50 or so. For morning tea they ate peaches. I coloured with Laurie and we played outside for about an hour, we tried to catch bumble bees and butterflies and killed wasps nests. Then they watched tv the rest of the time (in the duration of which, i napped. I could still hear the tv in my sleep apparently because when i woke up from a dream about Slim Goodbody teaching us how to have good posture and walk like a model, Slim Goodbody was teaching us that posture affects our feelings. It was a little weird). at 4 p.m. Deanna came back and gave me $28, I thanked her, she thanked me, and I went home. I got online and at 6:50, Caleb randomly got online, so I got to talk to him for a few minutes. I talked to Erin for a long time as well. That was awesome because Erin is a fabulous girl. and now i just watched the sunset and it was very pretty. Dad stepped in dog poo. that wasn't as pretty. I feel a lot better today than i did yesterday. Probably because i was doing stuff. :) for halloween, I'm so going to be a ninjapiratezombie ice fairy. Totally.