4:56 Late Wednesday Afternoon   kaj;lgkahdf;ligha;roeith;lfkghsa;ofigha;rletkhlkg dlk a;gkh;erliht;lakfdhg ;fkld hg;alrkht;alerihtl;akfhgal;dfkh l;airht; ladfkgh;alifgy;alreital;krhgl;adfkgh;aioyr;tlakhgdlfk glia;rlityh;lfkhga;irhg;aerith;afkld al;ita;reliy;ladfkhgairth;lak f irtha;lrihyl;akfhg;airhg;a irht;alfkdhg;adfilghja;r ;aifhg;aidfhg;aoi r ;laifdga;irh;oih;ogiha;ofiahr;ldsri ;lirj;alirhg;aih;liarhrgafdi ;laierhoi;hg;lkfdairhjg a;ih;lrkafhl;iafgh;alirrh;lafihg;ia;lirhjglkahf;lih;lkkadfaha;kfh;laerih;ladfkhg a;li;rweht;alksfhg;aliher;ihy;laktu;lakfhg;iha;r li;alirut;lautrdflia;lrekjh;n;alisfhth. i'm so immature. i'm too dumb to live. there are frost monsters etched into my window. the car needs gas. it's dark out and it's too early. I guess the sun feels the way I do. I'm going to see Mickey tonight at inside out. it's goin to be awesome because Mickey hasn't come at all this school year and he's the only one left from the 03-04 Inside Out crew. Thomass is in spain, and james is mormon, and everyone else is graduated. maybe it's just the imbalanced hormones talking, but i really don't like today, today. I don't like boys and I don't like girls. I don't like learning today and I don't like being awake, and i don't like sleeping and i don't like being dull. i just plain don't like. I don't want to go to the christmas pageant practise today. I don't want to say lines in front of people for a christmas play i don't even like. a role i don't want. I don't want to be depended on. I'm tired of responsibility. tired of priveleges today. Tired of life today. i feel like crying. i feel like i'm the one who's out of gas today. i hate today.