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Feeling: better
9:05 Tuesday Morning   DOS is my hero YEAH. I went to bed last night around midnight. I couldn't sleep. So I got up and went back on my computer. Then I made myself soy bacon. MMM soy bacon. it's actually quite atrocious, but nothing as bad as real pig bacon omg sick sicksick. Well, then after a while the man of my dreams got online. That made me happy. Then Yvonne and Yvetti and Laura went to his house so he had to neglect me for 3 other pretty girls and i don't mind but i wish he'd just have gotten offline so i didn't see his box there at the bottom of my screen reminding me that he is not talking to me. I decided to go to bed. I talked to Zeb. yay Zeb. when i woke up this morning it was because daddy wanted me to give him anything i wanted to send caleb but my fiji diary was not yet complete (oops) so I said I'd mail it later. it is complete now. i wonder how many pieces of paper i can fit in one envelope. Anyway as I am a nerd, I got online, and BUM BA DA DUM there were 4 e-mails from Caleb in my inbox. I think I was the happiest girl on the planet at that exact moment. His computer kept crashing if he wrote in notepad, or word, or an e-mail client...so he wrote in DOS! he is a genius. He is geeky in a cool way, not geeky in a geeky way. in that he can say things that are not about computers, and he can stand not having the latest gaming consoles (his videogame console is the old computer, the commodore 64), etc. he is just ... he is just perfect for me. yay lucky me. i think i'll go back to bed now.
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I wish I had someone perfect all to myself. I just have stupid crushes on people that I can't have and then get jealous for no reason and have to hide it. I wish that I didn't have a teenage crush right now.
Wow, reading your diary is like having an extra emotional roller coaster to ride on! Woohoo!

-Kayru
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Thanks for the comment. I hope your summer is good also. And I can already tell youre happy, which is awesome. Isn't it an amazing feeling when something so simple as an email can make you smile like crazy? I love that feeling.

Peace,
yes, i like it when i get e-mails. It makes me feel so special. Anyways, good to hear that you heard from caleb and were happy!! yay for you!!