4:36 Sunday Afternoon   If One of Us Had to Die, I would Take Your Bullet I wonder if Mum's depressed that Daddy's not here. When I got home Saturday morning at 12:30 in the a.m., I noticed that Mum had gotten chinese food because she left it all out, eaten except onions that she picked off and left to the side. When I woke up later that morning, I talked to Caleb about him coming 'round, and then I washed all the dishes (I'm such a good daughter). Then I had toast with Nutella and left bread shaped condensation patches on the counter where I set down the hot toast because I couldn't be bothered getting a plate. I drew a smily face in it with my index finger, because that's what you do in condensation. Last night was a church party with a bonfire and fireworks. Matthew, Simon, Caleb, and I came up with a way to punctuate speech using hand motions. A snap for a full-stop, a snap using the ring finger for a comma, hitting side of head for an apostrophe, cupping sides of head for parentheses, double finger pull down for quotation marks, straight vertical line in air and then snap for an exclamation mark, a curved vertical line in air and then snap for a question mark, and a horizontal straight line for a hyphen. We are such geeks. hehehe. people watching us were so confused. I lit up about a dozen sparklers. The coloury ones are smoky and short-lived. Haha I sound like a chain smoker. "I must have lit up a dozen of the suckaz." im so corny. Caleb and I held hands during the fireworks. Ooooer. How fuckin' romantic. I'm such a sucker for a little romance every now and again. I kinda slept, kinda didn't on the way back home. Caleb and I talked about our relationship and the one problem it has and thought about what if we had a long distance relationship? But decided we should keep in touch definitely, but not try to keep a romantic relationship. Maybe we have something special. Maybe not. Only time will tell. I had a bowl of ice cream for the first time in a long time. I went to bed before my sister and before my mum. When I woke up, I showered and got dressed, and had more toast with nutella. We are completely out of cereal. I shook my head at the accumulated mess in the sink and went to church. When I came back, I cleaned the kitchen and worked on organising my room, I did the laundry and had yogurt for lunch. I lead such a boring life. Hyun Woo called. How he got my number I'll never know. No one knows my number. The only way Caleb would know it is if he wrote it down when I gave it to him, and I don't think he did. I gave my number to Ten because I'm stupid, but no one else. And Ten doesn't even know any of my friends. Oh well. Hyun Woo told me there might be a thing tonight. So I guess there might. Back to my room I go (hahaha no computer in my room! I actually like this!). ----------------- 4:59 p.m. To Random Anonymous commenter who I assume to be Bryce: I don't love Scott. Saying so makes me wonder if I ever really did. : If I did, I've fallen out. And it wasn't meant to be. But I guess you can fall in love more than once. So anything's possible, but I don't love him (anymore). and I did get your comment on entry number 5. ----------------- 10:33 p.m. To anonymous commenter who I now assume to be Shawnie: ;) Naw, I'm not annoyed, I'm actually kind of amused. And to Scott, I have no idea how I feel about you anymore. I miss you but I don't have any romantic feelings for you at all. = I don't think I could love you, I hardly even know you anymore. I haven't talked (I mean really talked) to you in ages. It's hard stuff.