11:57 Late Monday Morning (2 August 2010)

Summer Goodbye, goodbye summer

He's leaving me. on the 10th. I don't know why he thinks it's ok, who will cook me food and watch horrible movies with me when he's gone? who will laugh at my terrible jokes and watch me sing the rainbow song after he's left? Just because he has bigger and better things to do...massive scholarships and perfect work opportunities to set himself up for a successful life...

I'm so proud but so sad. I'll miss you nick :( you're such a great white.

SHE's leaving me. on the 15th! Why does she think that's ok? Who will I confide in, things I can't tell Caleb? With whom will I go to Caffe Ibis for Italian Sodas, where the barristas think we're lesbians on a date? Who will repaint my fingernails after I mess them up? Just because she has a life and a boyfriend, and it's better for her to live in a city that doubles as a state capitol, where she has a nonprofit job lined up, where she will be happy....

I'm happy for you but depressed. I'll pine for you krystal :( You're all the way across the sky.

it's a mere 4 weeks until classes start. The days are hot and getting humid, but the sun is setting sooner and the stars are staying out later. The hayday for my peas and lettuce is over and the autumnal crops are only now blooming. my grass is getting brown because i keep forgetting to water it. Gone is the misty rain of June and the scorch of July. We are in the haze of August.

goodbye summer.

it was good while it lasted. I guess i'll enjoy the rest of you as much as I can.