11:43 Late Wednesday Morning
 The Downside of Brilliant Grades
Caleb studies.
I've never known people before who actually study. None of my american friends ever studied.
But then again,in America we dont have big 3 hour exams at the end of the year that determine our entire grade.
So the moral of the story is I didn't get a very big e-mail to read today.
I understand.
But that doesn't mean that I like it.
Next Thursday I start school.
It hasn't hit me yet.
I still feel like Next Thursday is a month away.
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12:38 p.m.
Sometimes I interact or watch someone and I get confused. Because their way is so stereotypical or they seem so genuinely dumb and I just want to ask them "Are you for real?" and I would want them to say to me "of course not, you think people could really be as dumb/silly/stereotypically whatever as I am acting?"
But i don't because I'm afraid that what if they ARE as dumb/silly/stereotypically whatever, and I offend them, and then I wonder if people look at me and wonder the same thing.
"Is this girl for real?"
Especially today. I put my watch on this morning and looked at it just now and it is upside down.
one um....put a part of her dog in her mouth...
yeah...i dont think it gets much more stupid.
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just imagine having to look at her everyday while trying to act like your one coke to entertain little snobby birthday brats.
Thanks for saying that about my exams. I'm trying not to think about mine yet. It's the best way.
so pretty soon you will be living the life.
edwardo's back to clean your pool, make you food, give you a back massage..
what more could a girl ask for?
weve had girls from ages four (!!!!!) to fifteen.
its unbelievable. four year olds with make up. i felt bad putting it on them
was he getting paid?
BENEFITS INVOLVED?
and yeah i dont wear very much makeup either. and i didnt even experiment when i was four. probably not until i was 8 or something, and yeah with all that cool fake makeup stuff.
but yeah, im so happy to not have that job anymore.. but poor..which is no good
and yeah. work = no good. but no money= even worse (sometimes)