6:23 Early Tuesday Evening   Nervous Habits And Scaring Asian Students So...I wish i wasn't smarter than so many people, because there are so few people who can help me when i have a problem :P haha, except that i'm really rather stupid, so it's my own damn fault i can't find anyone to help me. Why do my classes have to be so hard, and why do i have to be so unmotivated? and why can't i be like every other undergraduate student and take stupid courses my first semester? Seriously. At least I have Caleb and his genius to fall back on. When i fail all my classes and flunk out of college, i'll just marry him and live off of his future nobel prize. I'm pretty sure he's going to discover how to efficiently and effectively harness fusion power.