8:47 Sunday Evening   Should I Just Sleep? It's his birthday. I was really hoping he'd be home so that I could call him and give him good wishes, but he e-mailed me while I was at church this evening and said he was going to Sayla's and then to Indoor Soccer. I'm mildly disappointed. Stupid church meeting. only picked me because I was the only senior from my school that he could think of. I don't want this responsibility, but I feel obligated to take it. And Almost Broadway is coming up and Emily expects me to have a major role in that as well. Belly dancing starts tomorrow. The youth party at church tonight after the meeting was really crap. It was good because Ben was there, and i missed Ben, but yeah. I gave Molly a ride home. Caleb and I had the closest thing to a fight we've ever had yesterday, but because we're awesome, we saw what was happening and talked it out. so everything is peachy keen. i miss him so hard. happy birthday to you....happy birthday to you