2:00 Mid Thursday Afternoon   Jealousy I miss Chch so much. It's ridiculous. Caleb gets here in THREE DAYS!!! And I'm sad because I haven't talked to him since Monday. Heh, am I pathetic or what? I'm really excited for him to get here and all, but I'm sort of worried . Like, Unlike when I go to NZ, he doesn't have the friend-base. I'm his sole connection to life here in America. I wish steve were still here ... kind of...because I think that they would get along. They're both random and weird. I mean, of course there are obvious benefits to Steve NOT being here...but yeah. I want him to be friends with Amy and Helen and Angie; I wish Aaron were still here (no ifs, ands, or buts) because they seemed to get along alright, too. On the bright side, at least I can spend more time with him because he can come to school with me and there will be more to do on campus then there was at high school. So that's good. And he knows some of the faculty and whatnot so...yeah. I don't know. Thanksgiving is going to be such a mess! I'm actually really scared. Do you know how many people are going to be there? An absurd amount. My family (4), Caleb (1), My cousins and their kids (4), Mandy's family (4), Uncle Richard (1), and The B's (4). 18 people. I don't even think we have that many chairs! let alone table space! Dad and I are the only vegetarians, so ... that'll be interesting. Dad wants me to make some wheat gluten thing...doesn't he know that i'm better off cleaning than cooking? i'm the worst cook in the face of the planet. make caleb do the gluten. I also have to study for ecology but yeah, like THAT is ever going to happen. blah.