10:07 Monday Morning   Is He Home Yet? I wish I could go home. Update on the feelings front: I'm not doing nearly as bad as I thought I would be. This is great. I'm focusing more on the future than what I've just left behind (Or what's just left me behind). We're still together; We're still awesome... He landed home a little while ago according to the air newzealand website, and I wonder if he'll be at his house. My dad offered to let me call him. My dad was extremely supportive yesterday. My daddy told me I was wonderful and mature and intelligent, but I had to get organised and start being smart. We talked about options for me to go to NZ for two weeks in July (the winter break for caleb's university) and then comeback through Fiji to meet my parents there...or to have caleb meet us in Fiji if the resort we stayed at last time isn't booked solid for then. and then there's me going to work in NZin december. I really really want that to happen. I don't want to just be with Caleb (though that's a main priority), I want to hang out with Arina and Geniesa, Zeb and Simon, and Yvetti and Laura...everyone. I want to see everyone again. I want to go to the beach and the botanical gardens and downtown and opshopping and everything. Work will make me strong and tan. I'm not sad for now, I'm happy for tomorrow. It's so much better. now, if only i could talk to him..