12:23 Saturday Afternoon   A Phone's Ring mmmmmm i'm by myself. I wish I could be thinking something profound and important, but all that comes to mind is that I wish that i'd been better for my parents when I was younger. I wish that no one would get mad at me. I wish I could be perfect. It's so cliche, right? But i love my mommy and daddy and i wish that i could always make them happy and proud of me. Ben turned 16 last Sunday. I'm going to his birthday party tonight, that'll be fun. Tomorrow's Easter. I really wish i could go on the high school mission trip. I really just make wishes. I never do anything. I wish i would do something. ----------------- 4:03 p.m. It occurred to me that birds and fish are the luckiest creatures; those of us who walk the land are limited to the confines of a plane of existance. We can't go in the air, we can only stand on the solid ground. We can't choose to hang out anywhere in space we want, like fish. yeah, we build high rise buildings and ride in planes, and scuba dive and all kinds of things, but they are temporary, we cannot just take a deep breath and soar through the 17th story window over a city skyline. No wonder people have always been so fascinated by flying. i wish I had working wings.