11:55 Late Wednesday Night
  Aching Heart
"...i don't remember how it started. Or, for that matter, how you got naked."
boys have weird dreams.
I'm sad...
I missed his calls.
I ate too much this evening.
My dad and I discussed quantum physics and whatnot in the car ride to the furthest nurseries.
I always want to say something clever or funny to him, something intelligent or exciting. I want him to be proud of me. I guess I am like everyone else, I want affirmation. I want people to tell me I'm doing a good job. I want the people I admire to think I'm better than everyone else.
I'm just like everyone else.
I'm selfish and mean, greedy and thoughtless.
yay.
I have my moments of redemption.
but anyway, my stomach's burning and I'm tired and I've decided that it's probably bedtime.
What slightly pisses me off is that the CDs and stuff are so expensive compared to the wages around here.