12:18 Early Thursday Afternoon   Even after Two Years I tried a long distance relationship before. it didn't work out. I learned my lesson and broke up with him before I left...but it wasn't really breaking up because we still "loved" each other... and then when i started school and i met that other guy and he was really cute...and he made out with some other girl...that's when i realised it was over, and i pretty much figured that distance isn't worth it, and it's easier just to cut it off and go with the flow. I guess i was overgeneralising. I guess i didn't take into count meeting someone who's so good for you, who you're so good for. I guess i didn't consider meeting someone who's very existance brightens your day just enough to carry on in those times when life is tough and you want to throw in the towel. in other words, i'm feeling so close to someone who's so far away, and the only thing that could make me happier right would be to be with him. i'm not crying tears of sadness today. I'm crying tears of overwhelming joy. the only thing that can dampen my mood now is chemistry recitation. which is in..8 minutes. haha, well. bring it on, chem rec. you're not the boss of me. anyway, yeah. today, 3 years until our togetherness is permanent doesn't seem so horribly long. because i've already spent over a year away from him (in chunks anyway), but are my feelings for him any less intense as they were when we were first dating? no. no they are not. This is my diary and i'm can be annoying and mushy if i want to be. There are no provocative thoughts today, no deep and meaningful muses (not that there ever are); just a girl who's in love. call me crazy, call me naive. i really don't mind.