4:36 Sunday Afternoon   Making a Mistake Had a horrible dream about dying last night. I'm not ready to die. The scariest part was trying to wake up and not being able to. It made it all too real. I gave a speech thing at church. I pretty much rambled for five minutes and then said "well i guess i'm done" and sat back down. oh well. I graduated on Tuesday. Hanging out with Kellie and Steve before graduating was a bundle of laughs, and then hanging out with everyone at Amy's house was also very awesome. He took me home at around 4:30 a.m. we listened to Coast to Coast on the amplitude modification radio, and it was good times. I played on friday, and went rock climbing yesterday... It's been a decently fun week... I leave thursday and may never see him again. I'll leave before I can make this mistake of mine worse. I'm afraid to go, but i'm more afraid to stay, so i shall be taking photos and updating my photobucket account with them hopefully, as well as updating this dear diary... maybe every day like I used to. that would be interesting. I'd like to apologise to myself for being so obvious.