6:22 Tuesday Evening   He Told me To Get A Grip Well, what he said was my emotions are too haywire, and that it was normal for a teenager, and that his room wasn't clean at my age either. I need to get rid of all my stuff. I'm working on the emotional thing. Stoicism might be boring, but it's a helluva lot more relieving than my manic depressiveness. So. Good things today: I totally aced my physics test. Which was somewhat of a surprise because I wasn't completely sure about some of the problems. It's awesome because Mr. Stephenson handed me the first page and told me it would take like, 5 minutes, and I handed it back to him after like a minute and a half. there were a total of two questions on the first page that i hesitated on. and then the second page took me something like half an hour or so. it was really good. I worked hard in Calc, though i felt like going to sleep forever. I read Feed in the computer lab during Physics because they were going over the test that i took at lunch and after school. My pen-and-ink of the guy with the bow and arrow got a good critiquing in Art, and i'm excited for how it's going to turn out. We did a really fun lab where we got to play with acid, fire, and random chemicals in Chemistry. I participated in English. I really need to stop doing that. I get really debate-y in English. I came home and immediately started my maths homework. I even finished it for the most part. There are two questions i want to ask Mr. Cottle about. I felt good all day because I had his hankie in my pocket. It's a trifle, kind of pathetic, but it's good to have something of his to carry around iwth me all the time. I mean, it's obviously been washed, but still. I still haven't talked to caleb today, but i started writing him a letter. Tomorrow I'm going to Hastings and ordering the book he wants (The Republic by Plato) so i can send it with the stuff that he accidently left. Wow i am feeling really typative today. I want to be with him again.