6:46 Wednesday Morning   I can't stand this empty feeling I miss him so much. 6 and a half months is a long time to not be with someone you love. on the bright side, 12 days until i get him all to myself. i wish i could just escape from the world for that month and not worry about anything, school, friends, work, money, food, anything and just spend that month giving all my attentions to him. anyway. the good news is i don't have any of the classes I hated anymore, yay for the end of the trimester. now i've got cool classes. yay for cool classes. i actually want to go to school. Mandy and I looked at Engagement rings on saturday. I found a really pretty one but it'll be at least 4 years. i really need to stop thinking about the stuff that's so far into the future.