3:37 Thursday Afternoon   I could do with a hug Things are better today than they were monday. And in fact, things are beter now than they were this morning. AP Test is over with. I don't think it went too bad, but i hope that other people did. We'll see in July. There's no point in stressing about it anymore. There was a bunch of Chemistry I was getting behind in. Today I had the opportunity to get more than caught up. I even started in on my Physics homework. I read the four essays and wrote on them, I finished the book and wrote all my responses for english. There's no point in caring about the english midterm, it's over, there's nothing I can do. There's a big research paper to do, but it only just got assigned today and it's a partner paper and Megan and I totally know what we plan to do. It's going to be really interesting. So I'm a little bit on the destressed side. the only thing I'm worried about is the theme papers i'm supposed to write about 1984 and Things Fall Apart. I'll probably write them the night before they're due. no more calculus work. basically i have three classes. and only one that i REALLY need to care about. I had work last night. It wasn't great. It was good, though, to walk to my car because the white blossoms on the trees were emitting this very faint scent that I didn't notice when i went in because, i assume, of all the other stimuli. It was a heavy scent, but since it was faint it was okay. It was beautiful. And it was dark, but the white flowers were particularly luminous (rather, illuminated, but still) in the dim lights of the street lamps. It was lovely. I called Caleb on my way to my car, just to tell him I was thinking of him. Unfortunately, he was at uni. I'd forgotten. So I got to talk to his mom for a few minutes and then I went home. it feels good not to be stressed about anything for a while. Graduation's coming up, I get to go home in a little over a month, and things are just going swell. Caleb and I are obviously smoothly sailing along in our little long-distance relationship boat, my classes are low-key. things are good.