12:08 Early Monday Afternoon   I Just Finished Breakfast cold oatmeal and cold coffee. delishus. currently, i feel quite in love (with caleb). Quite refreshed (from actually getting enough sleep). Quite frustrated (Though i won't be as soon as i figure out variance of independent random variables). I feel dread (i really really hate physics recitations). Excitement (I really really love physics lecture). Happiness (less than 3 months 'til I'm outta here). These are all so very very very self absorbed feelings. but i know if i start thinking about the world and how it doesn't even begin to make sense to me, and how it possibly never will, and how i'm afraid to someday have children because i don't know if they'd be able to live a harmonious life on this planet... i know if i think of these things for more than a few seconds at a time, i know my fragile happiness will come crashing down. They say empathy is a myth. I wonder what I am.