10:35 Mid Wednesday Night (8 April 2009)   Scholars Get Scholarships ...so how the hell do i keep getting them? hmmmm laziest person on the planet? check massive procrastinator? check underachiever doing the least amount of work to squeak by? check losing all faith in the world at large? check yet somehow i manage to pull through. it's really not very good to be honest...if the system works it keeps going even if it should change. see it changing? i thought not. All I ever think about these days is school and wedding things. but today i indulged myself and drooled over belly dancing props and costumes for about an hour on the internets. Last night my dad and I watched 4 weddings and a funeral...they killed off my favourite character and didn't build any development or personality into the main character(s). Lamest movie ever, why does my dad like this drivel? So I tried to give blood today...no go. hemoglobin's too low. still got a t-shirt though. Told dad and he was all lookin up iron and b12 and zinc deficiencies in vegetarians and vegans. Then he goes on and on about how i need to take iron supplements daily and b12 and probably zinc. and also, hey let's throw folic acid into the mix. sorry, say what? prenatal shit? Do you know something that I don't? Hungry for grandchildren or just being an asshat? la la la. should do assignments but really don't feel like it.