11:05 Late Sunday Morning   Happy Happy Joy Joy! I just want it to be 4:15 already. that would be just dandy thank you. Alternative gift market was cool; I got to talk to Laurie about stuff like what are the high school youth doing now and whatnot. Apparently they're more interested in doing a couple of "big things" as opposed to a lot of "little things." like, retreats instead of an hour and a half of hanging out every sunday. Which is...well, that would annoy ME, but hey. I'm not in high school anymore. They weren't even manning the Alt Gift Market booth, that was just me due to my seeking something awesome to do on the weekend. I don't know, i guess I'm crazy but I would MUCH rather do things like that than go to church. I love God and Jesus but ... church is just so sad and boring. I'd rather be OUT there. I love the AGM, though, it's by far my favourite place to buy pressies for my friends and family. It's amazing how far a little bit of money can go. It's even more amazing how far a little bit of love and effort can go. Aah, only one more day of classes til Thanksgiving. I'm going to talk about going to Amy's on Friday Night. I'm so glad she invited me; that was way fun. I'm not...the kind of person who does shots. I don't mind drinking, but i like to savour my toxins, not shoot 'em. So they all poured shots of gin or vodka or whatever, i had a shot of...yes. Fresca. grapefruit soda. I love it. Our toast? To Thanksgiving holiday; the mass murder of American Indigenous peoples of varying tribes and lifestyles. God Bless America (the united states of)...and no where else. This is a beautiful country and I like the plan of the government... i just don't like the people. I'm feeling really rambly and talkative and no one is here to talk to and I just need something to keep my mind in gear so i don't go wallowing like oooooh when is it time to gooooooo. yay. Apparently we're going to Ikea. And Sniagrab. Apparently sister is going to get snowboard stuff. I'd whine, but ... meh. I don't care. She is who she is. I love her when she's herself. We had dinner together the other day, she's so funny. I really do love her. I feel bad for her that she has me as a sister, MWAHAHAHA. oh god i'm sorry to anyone who reads this. I'm sorry to myself if I ever read this again. hi self. I'm sorry. But i hope i made me laugh.