6:41 Early Saturday Morning
  Clean after Camping
It was AMAZING to go somewhere warm for spring break.
I have to keep telling myself that so I don't regret going.
There was a lot of climbing up rocks. There was a lot of me dropping my helmet. There was a lot of getting lost and hand in hand with that, there was a lot of me getting very angry with Kate. I don't mind getting lost...I do mind driving around for hours and wasting a lot of precious precious expensive fuel. I do mind burning my clutch. the clutch was the last straw for me. I just wanted to go home.
Rock climbing was good but It's not really my thing. It's an expensive hobby and while I appreciate the "it's you against the wall" mantra, I just don't think I'll ever enjoy it as much as I enjoy skiing, where it's me against the mountain.
But i was glad to be invited...even if it was a relatively expensive trip. I really like Kate, except when she's giving me directions. Amy is Amy. I was pretty surprised at how very tense John and I were with each other...I think we're too similar. Sometimes I just wanted to bite his head off, and I'm absolutely certain that at times he was on the verge of killing me. Haha, so yeah. John's cool and all, but it's quite apparent that we could never be close friends. Towards the end, everything he said was just...i couldn't help but roll my eyes.
So that was my spring break. Definitely an adventure...Dad was pretty furious that I took the car but he's over it now. I need to vacuum it out and give it a good hose down, though I have to say I expected it to end up a lot dirtier than it did.
i missed caleb.
i want to be talking to him right now.
Fantasy is still alive! 3 weeks, baby. I would really like to put him in a tank with a filter instead of doing 15% water changes every other day to keep the nitrite levels down, but so far he's been really good.
Did I mention that Steph might come back to work in the lab? I think that might be a good enough motivator to get me to go to work again...the lack of money obviously isn't enough. I'm tempted to find a new job that is mindless and not fulfilling but has a schedule. I don't know. I really miss working in the lab but I need to know what to do.
It's so frustrating! But at least I'm caught up with school and I'm understanding physics. Huzzah.
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