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1:06 Early Wednesday Afternoon   What Do We Do? I'm at a loss. Things I'm Worried About (in the immediate future): World Vision fundraising (i haven't done any) Finding the discs and stuff for old robert (my inspiron 1405). This goddamned electrode at work (it's dying!) Things I'm not worried about but should be: packing (I haven't started) scholarship thank you letters (i have started but don't know where my information sheet is) flying across the world with my little sister Things I've accomplished: ... well i called air new zealand... So...i'm getting sick of the presidential election. At this point, I think we can say goodbye to Hilary which is fine (although if somehow she beats out Barack Obama, I'd still vote for her over McCain). I wish voting for the green party actually did any good, but it just seems to take away vital votes for the lesser of the two evils. and...i would really like to go on a humanitarian aid mission. maybe with world vision? or another group. America's Second Harvest? The Peace Corps? i think it would be a good way for Caleb and I to 'give back'...maybe after he finishes his PhD, before we have kids. hahahaha.
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He makes me weak, i can't fight against him. He makes me powerless... I hate it. But, its time i was my own person again. Least, thats the way i see it. =) Keep cheerful.
You leave the same day I'm driving up there. How do we always manage that? haha.
We're ok, I think. Its me. I'm going through a period of confusion and doubt. Not just about him, but about life in general.