9:53 Mid Sunday Night   Church church BEN IS BACK!!!!11!1!1 He is so different from when I last saw him. no more Jesus hair. It's crazy. Speaking of Jesus, the sermon today started out with Pastor Paul singing "somewhere over the rainbow." haha. I ended up illustrating the sermon in my sketchbook. Kind of fun. Keeps me involved but also entertains me. I still really want that house. I don't think I can convey how badly I want to get out. Almost as badly as I want to be with Caleb. In my mind, i suppose, buying a house means that Caleb and I can have a place to start our lives together, and that is really important and exciting to me. Because i'm kind of girly and silly like that. :) but before that I wanna be in a "flatting" situation. I think that would be fun. in other news, I don't understand how people can be so bigoted and close minded and still call themselves Christians. here is an example. so much of the material on this site makes me want to just throw up. while screaming at the people who run it. PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE NO MATTER THEIR COLOUR, BACKGROUND, IDEAS, SEXUAL ORIENTATION, WHATEVER. Even though that means that the organisers of this site are also people. it sickens me. they sicken me. but I will try to love them anyway...sigh. I'm sure not EVERYTHING about them is bigoted and hateful.