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Feeling: blissful
8:44 Monday Night   The Couples Book I need a cookie. And a new immune system. and to calm down. Today was yet another "meh" school day, but it's all good.. Photo: made another print (ruined more test strips) and contact sheet Tech: Was Michael's assistant and had conversation with the teacher and Michael about bullying. Interval: No Effing Clue Chem: Orbitals Lunch: Hung around with Simon and Zeb and was diplomatic between Si and Michael Art: Analyzed Andy Warhol's Mick Jagger (1975). I hate pop art. Maths: Basic Trigonometry stuff, Conversed with Ira, Marko, and teacher about language and the ancient greeks (very very maths related) Biked home, got out of uniform and into comfortable clothes, went guttering with Caleb for the first time in AAAAGES which was really fun (we went to Beatrice Place!). We went to Avonhead Mall and wandered around. We went into the book store and reminisced about marble games and sat on the floor and read The Couple's Book, which was really cool. Serious enough to be useful, funny enough to be interesting. Heh, we walked over there and I reached for How To Live with A Man and he reached for How to Make Love. Aaaah funny times. Because that is so uncharacteristic of Caleb. Then we walked to my house and hung out, made daisy chains, had tea, talked, and cuddled. Mmmm. I am very rubbed the wrong way that this relationship has to end in the most...GRAHAHASDKGHALDFHKAGIHAROEGAAHG way. Before I left America, I was actually thinking to myself, "Will I actually really truly miss Scott when I'm gone?" and trying to figure out what about him I'd actually miss. But thinking "Will I actually really truly miss Caleb when I'm gone?" is such a silly question. The answer is a resounding, "YES!" because he is so brilliant, and sweet, and funny, and we have so many interesting and awesome conversations, and happy memories, and he's so warm and kagflakfhoaeithlghaghadghoerihaldsghag. If i go on like this I may cry. And if I cry my cough will just get worse.
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i'm sorry. i guess it was my fault. it was fun. let's go back to the way it used to be.
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:[ dont be sad love
heh, im feeling alive again. yay?



hope you dont me asking, but are you really pregnant or was that april fools? :/
i dont know. i was in a strange mood and i went around picking up things i wanted. i sometimes get like that; i get bored so i buy stuff. the dvd player looked nice (it was red), and then i needed the headphones to match (but they were too big and boxy), and then i want to learn spanish so i got that from my local bookstore. then i realized that i didnt need or want any of that stuff so i took it back.
I'm sorry dear. I can't say I know what you're going through because I've never had to leave like that, but all I can say is I hope that things work out the best for you and if you ever need someone to talk to I'll listen...
and yes...I'm beginning to wonder if something is wrong with me. The last time I went this long between periods was when I was a freshman. Usually it's just been like....2 months...evil girl problems.
Resa roo! I love you tons and tons! Quack! I miss yous! You're my shadow! *Meggerz*
I'm still glad that you're coming back, but I can honestly understand exactly how you feel. Don't worry though. He's coming to America..yay....or something. And...I decided that when you come back...we are going horseback riding, because..horses are fun.....and stuff. I love you!
i don't think that'd be a problem. i mean, catching up is always fun, right? just don't end what we have, okay?
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