6:58 Tuesday Morning   Jesus is Risen Easter was just weird. Before Ben's party, I went over to Arthur's house for like 20 minutes to get a portfolio and to talk. Then I picked up Katie and Katherine and we went out to Ben's house. Ben's party was alright. I got him a sucky present but it was funny. God loves your nose. Ben's friends were like, "you..have an odd sense of humour." Easter was ... yeah. Molly and I went to go help out at the breakfast during the first service. uh... Ben and Arthur and Josh were there; more people soon arrived. I stood next to Arthur the whole serving time. I never wandered around taking peoples' empty plates like I intended to. Katherine and Katie were there, but Katherine didn't spend a lot of time with us, likely because Katie was there. Which is a mild shame because I like Katie and would have liked to spend more time with them both but you can't have everything. So during the service, i sat next to arthur and molly and sky. I don't even like sky. Emily asked Arthur and I to sit in the little kid room because someone was bringing animals and she wanted to make sure that they went to the correct room. It was very random. We just..sat there. then the people found their own way to the room and so we ended up not having to do anything except talk. He's so nerdy. but he doesn't remind me of Caleb much. no one reminds me of caleb. It'll be fun to go to prom but i wish it was with Caleb. ...or maybe... I don't know. whatev. Mandy was at my house when i got home from the easter breakfast. and we hung around, fixed my sewing machine, played Apples to Apples, ate... were really really bored... our parents were playing bridge, and so wouldn't play apples to apples with us. sad. So we called a bunch of people. We called Molly, she couldn't come over, stupid Easter. same with Katherine and Katie. Ben had a migraine. So I called Arthur and he was like , "yeah, i'll be right over!" and I texted Aaron and it was the same deal. so Arthur and Aaron came over but molly and ben and katherine and katie couldn't. My dad ended up playing Apples to Apples with us, and Mandy's aunt. So yeah, that was really fun. but weird, i've never invited my friends over on Easter to play random games with. but it was fun. i felt really pretty. i miss him.