2:36 Mid Monday Afternoon   Republican The best kind of government is the one that doesn't manage to get much changed. i feel really weird. lost, guilty, worried. i don't why. it's disconcerting. maybe because the party last night was so utterly disappointing. i won't go into it, beyond I'm sorry that I'm such a bitch apparently. maybe I should work on that. I'm also sad that shauna's leaving. i guess maybe it would be nice to have an older sister. but i bet chelsea would tell me it isn't as great as it looks. :P