Do you want me? I thought it'd be funny if I saw Derek in the hall and asked, "Are you still gonna go out with me?! Are you shure you wanna do this?!" Teehee... but I never saw him... I woke up this morning and found out I was gettin the car all day. Drat. That means I have to know where everyone is, what time, what place, when they'll be back and everything. So Mutti told me to go to school, go to the dentist at 11 and then pick up Dustin at school and take him to work, get some lunch and come back to school, then after school whenever your done to come home. *sighs* So that was my day. Sluffing the assembly, my lunch and 4th hour to go to the dentist. I told the dentist to hurry up. On the phone they said it'd only take an hour. When I got there they said it'd take 1 hour 30 minutes. I said nuh uh, I'll give you an 1 and 15 minutes. So she worked her butt off to get me in and out of there before 12:30. teehee...She was working so fast she messed up a lot but thas okay, I don't care. I wanted outta there. It was icky the stuff I was scrapping off my teeth while driving. I went to get Dustin at school...couldn't find it for awhile...but then I did...took him to work (on time thank goodness) and then I went to the mall to get a smoothie. Mmm.. since I missed my lunch. I went back to school...hung out in 2nd lunch with Megan, I said hi to the boys but they didn't really acknowledge me b/c Breann Law (my sista) was there and they were too busy tickling her. Megan held my hand and we walked around. I found Emi and David at the table selling suckers with Kaceane..haha I found a quarter in my pocket and bought a sucker. Heck yes. Then when their lunch was over I went in and checked in and went to 5th hour and did two assignments in that class. Weeee only one more to go that's due morrow... I was gonna stay after school since I had a car and finish my photo assignments since I was so freaked out about it anyway....but I wasn't in the mood so I ditched KC when I said I'd be there. I kinda feel bad. But should I? But I'm still stressed about the 'Secret Places' assignment thats due on Monday and I haven't even gotten my film developed yet. *sighs* Natalie and I walked around the same block in the school like 10 times holding hands. I hope Bryce knows that after being in a relationship with him he's scared me straight into being a lesbian. teehee... He saw Natalie and I walking around holding hands. It made me feel alot better. I like being all touchy feely, it makes me feel good. While walking around, we saw Dallan....and Sean in a Psycho class apparently taking a test. We saw Ryker in his english class and Nate with his spanish teacher. We found Nates backpack and decided to steal it. I gave Natalie to Megan when Megan got done with a test, so Natalie went home and Megan went to work. I had nobody to hold my hand anymore. I took Nates backpack back to his classroom where he was in the process of searching for it. Teehee... There was like 3 gothic kids in the same hall apparently doing nothing that saw Natalie and I walk around for about a 1/2 hour that kinda cracked jokes at us. I came back alone and they asked where she was and I said she left and I have nobody to hold my hand anymore. They were all offering each other to hold my hand. teehee... Nate stole his backpack and pulled me along with him to his locker. He said he was going home but didn't know how....I said I had a car, from then on he followed me around. The magic words to make him walk next to you as if he liked you even as a friend. I asked if he wanted to go to Natalies. He said not really b/c he feels as if Natalie ish using her b/c she can't have Ryker. Which is kinda true...but then Ryker ish kinda using me b/c he can't have Natalie. Strange. But he decided to go anyway. He sat on the floor and played the nintendo games with Natalie. I slept on the couch. He came and woke me up to get a ride home. I juss laid there. I didn't wanna move. He was in a good mood so I juss smiled at him as he tried to tickle me. I made him put my shoes on me. Then I made him drive. HA HA For a senior with no license, that hasn't driven for a long time and with no depth perception and no glasses he did pritti well. hehe... It was soo fun when he was doing corners, b/c he didn't know exactly where it was...and it was hard to see where the yeild signs were. All in all it was fun and I had a blast riding with him. teehee...The driveway was interesting too.. Anyways....I've always wanted to let Nate drive.... Then I went back to Natalies of course we had to talk about 'stupid boys' and boyfriends and breaking up b/c she can't stop thinking about Ryker. She did her hair...put some make up and lipstick on...and man oh man she was gorgeous. A lil' bit too much make up but all in all...she was a cutie. I was jealous. She had her lil' cute black newsies type hat and her black jacket with a shirt that matched her eye shadow. Red cheeks and shiny lips. Mm mmm I wanted to take glamour shots right then. If I had my camera...hehe.. Then I came home when called b/c Scott disliked Mutti and Mutti wanted me to come eat dinner. So I went home, juss to make her happy. Natalie is at home alone. Everyone scream what a horror it is to be alone once in awhile. But now I wanna do my 'last minute homework' that I do every Thursday... watch my show with no interruptions...and take a bath. Mmm mm and watch ER at nine! Yes! A nice relaxing night ahead of me.... Morrow ish Friday! Yay! I refuse to have stress anymore!