"Even the best fall down sometimes"

My dreams are full of houses I may never have, roommates I may encounter, new habits to start, old ones to follow me forever, explainations and feelings to be recanted over and over, what if's and why nots, wishes on a boy I meet to be different, and boys from my past that may haunt me forever. That's of course, when I can sleep. I can't stop thinking and I can't stop attempting to sleep.