Listening to: Phantom of The Opera - Think of Me
Feeling: miserable
Pieces of Me
The poem I put with the envelope with a huge chunk of my hair in it juss before he left for the Preisthood Retreat.
Pieces of Me
Whenever you are sad
Or maybe just a little lonely
When you wish I could be there
Just for one moment
In here lies,
Pieces of me
Think a memory
Keep a thought
Put on a smile
Know that I'm there
It may not be the best
But it's all I can do for now
Always remember
I'm always there with you
Whether in your heart
Or simply, just through
Pieces of Me
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Cut my hair.
Put it in a pony type thing and chop it off.
Then I put the elastic on it and give it to Derek. It's not like I don't have many pony tails of my own hair anyway.
I'll write him a poem to go with it.
Something to the effect of "Pieces of Me". I'll make it myself.
I found the cutest card I wanna buy and give to Derek when he comes home from camping next weekend! It's a journal of each day that this girl misses this guy. It's a very pathetic, desparate journal filled with "miss you, need you" stuff. So dramatic but true! I soo want it.
There's another card too "To the one and only..." and inside, "From the sad and lonely." hehehe... I want money to go buy cards! weeee!
Ooohh I still hafta find the right time to give him his other secret poem too!
Sheesh so many things to give the boy and not so many right times in the period of 3 weeks! eeek! Gosh I miss that boy...
I'm so glad I'm not a senior. I'd feel sooo sooo unprepared.
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I should be doing my homework now.
I came home and talked Muttis ear off about my not really getting a 4.0 b/c I'll have like two A-'s (grrr..). I took a shower and then she cut my hair.
I had like 22 and 1/2 inches until I cut it. Almost as long as Aubrees hair, her's ish 2 feet! I was like 2 inches short, until I cut it now I'm like 4 inches short. Hehe..it's all good. Aubree can keep her hair, everyone likes red hair. Nobody cares about brown.
So now I have like 2 and 1/2 inches of hair juss for my boy toy. I bet he'll like that. I don't really know why, but okies. Whadeva makes him happy set me free. Nobody's gonna notice I cut my hair anyways. Like it always ends up being. I like it that way. I don't have split ends. Ever. Like, at all.
I feel so spontaneous now. Like I'll do whadeva I want when I want. As long as I get my required homework done. :D It's freezing down here. I'm playing with my files and pictures. Making a collage of myself. heehee. Now I shall do one of me and Derek like Resa did once upon a time. :D
I was writing down quotes...eating popsicles...dancing to music...reading magazines....I want pickles and pineapple...I want to be warm....wanna write poetry...wanna watch TV (going to kill the dog..)....Yup, I shure hope my Aunti ish coming..
I should go do something useful now shouldn't I?
"What are going to do today Brain?"
"What we do everyday Pinky.
"And what's that?!"
"TrY tO tAkE oVeR tHe wOrLd!!"
"Oh, that sounds like fun!"
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