I'm 20 years old. And I finally got on a treadmill. For the first time in my life. Long over-due. I have to admit it felt weird. But made running kinda fun. Mainly cuz I can watch TV... And then those big bouncy balls for crunches... Whee... We'll see how long this lasts. I have this haunting feeling..... That my life will be decided for me This feeling has prolly caused my lack of decision making recently... I guess I'll wait to see If it's really MY decision or not... (Well, technically it'll be my decision either way...but that's beside the point) Must stop thinking. Must stop jumping to conclusions. Must stop over-analyzing everything I do/not do.