Stress Ball Just finished my outline for my speach I hafta give in English. This bites monkeys bad ya know. I'm soo totally stressed out it's giving me pain. Wanna know what I'm stressed about? Well first of all this speach I hafta give on Monday (which is good b/c I thought I had to give tomorrow) along with a book report I hafta give which is a lot of points. Then in Photo a 600 point project (10% of my grade) that is due Wednesday, but since I'm not gonna be there that week I have to hand it in on Monday before I leave. I only have today to develope the film (which I did) then I have only Monday to enlarge about 8 pictures, of them have to be of me. And I don't know if I can stay after Monday b/c the teacher might not be there! And Friday (morrow) we're going to do digital camera stuff b/c we have a short day (getting out at 12:30 I believe). Soo a lot of pictures to enlarge and only one day to do it and make the pictures 'good enough to hand in'. But on a happier note, developing my film today I got like 25 pictures to work! Heck yes! I want to go to the Three Act plays soo bad...without paying for them ...but I can't go this tri b/c I'll be gone and I won't be in Sound and Light next tri to be able to do the Three Acts when they start the next week! gaahh... I sure hope this trip to Vegas ish worth it. It betta be. I'll be angry. I'll make it worth it. I want my grades to rise when I finish taking all my tests, I want to know what they are exactly before I leave and want them to say the same thing on my report when I come back. Simple as that. 1st hour - A 95% 2nd hour - A 93% 3rd hour - no clue 4th hour - B+ 87& 5th hour - B 84% Please photo grade go up b/c of the State Test I took yesterday and the 600 point project and please let my English grade go up b/c of my speach and book report. And please John, don't fail me in Sound and Light, that's lame and I'll hafta kill you. A test in first hour (history), finishing an assignment in secound hour (math, test on monday) possible a Subway party in third hour and speaches in fourth hour and digital camera stuff in fifth and a short day morrow! eep! Oh guess what, while I was doing some English after school after developing film my temporary tooth popped off. She didn't like glue it down good enuff. So I go home carrying a fake tooth in my hand. I'd be fine living without it for awhile if there wasn't a gigantic hole right in the front (next to my buck teeth) of my mouth! It'd be better if it were in the back, but noo this is in front. I look silly. I don't remember where I put that tooth..... David found me walking down the hall toward Ryker and informed me he was following me home. I wanted him to go away and send a message to Ryker to help me. I ran and literally jumped in Rykers arms and wrapped my legs around him. Random. That's how I said hello. He felt bad for me. He said he was going to follow me so I said I was going to develope film. He hates the smell of that room. He came in for about 5 minutes and like harassed me. Then he decided it was boring and smelt bad and said he was going to go dance in the dance studio. I asked if he was coming back. *crosses fingers* He said he might not but mostly likely would. Dangit. He asked if I was okay as he was leaving. I said yeah shure why wouldn't I be okay? He said b/c he was leaving. HA! You've got to be kidding me! I said I'm used to being left, it's okay. He left and I never saw him again. Yay. I think he lied and juss wanted to get away from me. *shrugs* Kinda made my day. I found Dallan soon after I lost David. I hugged him and told him a boy was going to follow me home and I was scared. haha He then followed me around until he got bored of the photo room also. Everyone hates that class or that darkroom I swear. They want easier classes like digital photo. The darkroom ish my favorite place... Anyways.... Ryker was playing Halo. Nate was being ornery so I left him. I tickled Ryker and annoyed him so he couldn't concentrate. He kissed me again. I liked it. I dont know how he does it. It's not wet, dry, icky, awkward, it's like perfect, this coming from me a sucky kisser. Other than that...kissing ish icky. But... "Now you've got me started and I'm not gonna stop." I saw the cop like 10 times today. I made eye contact with him over and over. I was seriously scared to give him like 18 notes from a weirdo boy. I finally did in 5th hour when he came in. It was scary. He seemed nice about it all tho. Earlier tonight Dallan asked me out over the net, I didn't know what to say. It was really out of the blue. I was doing my homework (english speach) when he asked so I wasn't paying attention to MSN and by the time I got to it he had already said something to the affect of 'fine, nobody wants to go out with me' and left. He came back tho later that night, with a better attitude, which was good. I told him I didn't wanna go the Junior Prom with him, but I wanted a different kind of date with him b/c their funner then dances. I hope he knows I'm sorry and I still like him. This day went by fast and here I am again in the middle of the night (literally) typing or talking. I've done that every single day this whole week. How do I survive school? How come I don't sleep majorly through classes? It's either 12 or 1 when I go to bed. Time for bed to wake up toothless and ready for tests on a shortened day with no plans after school with any friends since Natalies in Cove....