I could've/should've gone to the Christmas dinner the ward had. *sigh* It's not like I was gonna study for finals anyway. I stalked this girl Ashley to find out where she and her Danny boy lived. They are my friends from the bus. I finally know where they live. I think it's sweet he waits/looks for her every time she comes or goes. I decided to claim them as my only friends this year. I went and got my mints I made and brought some to them. Merry Christmas? That's what friends to right? I basically went to a strangers house after stalking them and deemed them as friends. Those poor souls. Danny sat down and talked to me while I stood in front of his door. Awkward. They had kitty, I miss mine. They named it Seven, and it bit me. I want a kitty. She didn't...communicate with me. They are a cute couple. Danny got chocolates from work tho, so I felt a lil'...stupid bringing more. Well I eventually left them to their dishes, dinner and cable. I watched my show (House) and I thought of Wesa in front of her TV also. heh Then I attempted to read my chapter for my final. Didn't work, I fell asleep and Jordan stopped texting me to keep me awake. Then I went home cuz the internet wasnt working so I couldn't study for my math final. Ugh. Not like I was really gonna do that anyway. I went home and took a shower. Called Minnie, got an addy to the hotel cuz she needed Claines razor charger mailed to them. I drew them pictures of them on vacation and me and max at home and the disasters that could happen...and included them with the package. Ate Grandmas chili and went to bed. Head hurts, stress is already attacking my body. Uncle Neil, like 38 years old, almost had a heart attack, if he didn't go to the hospital he woulda... which basically says he had a heart attack. Sad. Not a shocker in this family though. When someone says "so and so died" you don't need to know how...you can almost guarrantee heart attack. Grandma was calling everyone. I dunno I feel... not sympathetic... I don't have the energy to pretend I'm surviving finals AND fake sympathy for my uncle. Don't get me wrong, I love the man, and I feel sorry for him...but I can't sit there and ask questions and express concerns and go "oohh no, awww". I'm not that kind of person. Just gimme the facts. When I heard brother had heart attack, my first thought was Jed (the other bro) cuz he's got a way stressed life. It was a good thing that Neil went to the hospital when he did, they found that artery pritti much clogged. I'll just withdraw my feelings and physical appearance until he gets better I suppose..thats how I'll handle it.