5:00am : Okay it's official. I have a bladder control problem. Rain! It finally rained! I want to come home soaking wet. Uh huh. Yup. I went to P.F.Changs and got some shrimp lo mein. :D I blame Patsy. Jed and Patsy went there last night and made me hungry talking about it. I'm such a pig. Then I sat outside on Main street and ate it. I can't stop smiling. Everyone is staring. It's a Friday and I'm not rushing to get home (Logan). (Of all the days I'm not coming home in my heated car - the blistering heat has disappeared) I can sit and eat and work and then go home. Free. One day I won't be alone eating Lo Mein outside on Main street. Perhaps even in the rain. And they will be of the male gender, and he will not be brown and he shall speak english. That is my dream....