September 13, 2008 Saturday I was invited to James' little birthday celebration with all his... little friends. I was stupid and said I'd go. It was me, James, Wedge (roommate), Darin and his girlfriend, Kristy. Now I'm sitting here watching Kristy and James flirt all night. I got bored of the flirting so I started texting Robert. I wondered if anyone else realizes how much these two were flirting right in front of Darin. Kristy totally digs James. Yup. So obvious. Which leads me to the question of "Why am I here?"... to watch these two flirt? To say he has a girl with him on "his" night? Apparently he doesn't have a girlfriend? Can I go home now? Like seriously, the only question I could focus on was "WHY?" Why did he invite me? Why am I still in his phone? Why so many months later? why why why. Anyways, the drama got even better when Darin voiced his frustration on those two flirting in the car. mwhaha I must say I enjoyed this drama, mainly b/c I wasnt involved. I totally agreed and so did Wedge. James thought it was stupid cuz he was "just being a friend". But I told him if I was his girlfriend and he was flirting with Kristy like that I'd lay a smack down or something. It wouldn't fly with me. Another night of being a third or fifth or some odd wheel... Well, it's been a long time since I've been used before. But the drama made it fun. James keeps asking if he's being mean. Disrespectful and inappropiate are the words I'd use, and yes, he is. But he gave the indication that he was trying to change his life around... Being used and stuff was worth it just to hear that he's trying to change... I was also glad to hear that Darin was moving into James' apartment and Wedge was moving out. James needs a good influence. But there might be a feud when Darin and Kristy break up in the near future... But hey, it may be just small moves...but its a move in the right direction. Gotta start somewhere. You can do it James. Keep going. I believe in you.