Totally Exhausted And apparently is my light... *watches as her lights die in the room* Well, so much for that idea.. EFY can definately wear you out fast. So I didn't know what to wear and I ended up with pink which is what I'm gonna wear morrow. Pink skirt and white spring shirt. eeee I'll be pritti morrow. My alarm clock didn't go off, so I woke up to the phone....I got ready really fast so I could go see the boy before Mutti found out! But then Natalie called and told me she was coming early...I left in a hurry thinkin' I only had so much time to see him...when Natalie called me again and said juss kidding...so I didn't get to spend as much time as I wanted to with him this morning. *shrugs* Juss made me grumpy for the whole day! lol jk I had cereal...some toast and a creamie for breakfast. At first I thought Natalie ditched me b/c it was like 8:30 and she still wasn't there, but then I called Kirri and found out the truth there. We actually got there on time ...we took the shuttle bus up. teehee..even tho we had to run for the bus...Reminds me of when Resa ran after the bus in front of Burger King....HA HA! We actually got escorted by the boys today. Finally. Morning Devo....Classes where I filled up like 3 more pages in my journal thingy....lunch...we had sloppy joes! I knew we'd have sloppy joes one day. I went back for seconds I was so hungry...I had two sloppy joes, chips and picked at some noodley salad... Then some more classes. In between then Cassie, Natalie and I decided we were gonna try out for the Variety Show and do the Stomp that Ms. G taught us...woo woo! I'm gonna screw it up! I can't do the second one! I suck....but I'll practice. We practiced...went in and auditioned ....then practiced some more on the stage. It was really cool b/c we went thru the last half and we actually all stopped at the same time and we were juss about to walk off the stage when I accidently snapped my fingers! Natalie and my mind juss clicked and we bust up laughing and decide that's awesome! Because we come on silent....show each other our dances...we do each others and then our own at the same time....stomping in rythum and stopping at the same time....we stare like blankly forward like we didn't even do anything .....then I snap and we all juss silently walk off like nothing even happened! We've decided to wear juss blue jeans and our EFY t-shirt so we'd be matching! And some nice stomping shoes! Even tho we'll hafta change out of our dresses for it but dats otay. It's gonna be kinda cool...If only I could stay on beat...and not screw it up for the girls....I'd feel so horrible. We got in only b/c they were looking for variety and they'd never heard of stomp and thought it was cool when we did it, so they choose us b/c of the time limit. Shweet! After we tried out for that ....we had dinner...it was like a taco salad deal so I didn't really eat it, kinda icky. We had more classes....Where Bro. Anderson told me something I desparaetly needed to know... he said, "There are some things that don't matter to the Lord" or in his own words "There are some things that the Lord juss doesn't care about" teehee... After all those classes an' stuff and eating....we gathered as groups and made up cheers and made banners. Our group decided to make a star formation. There were complainers and ppl like that which isn't fun, O ye of little faith...but we did it anyway. We went down on Old Main hill and played games, competition! yeah, we sucked...We were all dying of thirst and sweating like crazy, prolly even more than the dance the night before. Sick. I had two shirts on and my hair down. Sheesh. I kinda got a headache...but then the boys escorted us to the amphitheater up there where we performed our cheers and showed off our banners. Natalie painted the pig that was on their banner, it was cool! Every group cheered for every other group...prolly juss to get participation or sportsmanship points. We did that to every group as they came down Old Main Hill to the games tho! To me most of the cheers were a lil' lame...so I'm guessing ours was too...we didn't even look like a star. But hey it's all good...I was so tired and exhausted I didnt wanna jump up and cheer for every group anymore. I didn't wanna lose my voice and my legs hurt all sorts of crazy. We were the last ones to go to...so we juss stood there and cheered... Emily called Lisa Sara again...I think Lisa and I should juss trade names and then Emily can call us by the right names for once. After that we had our lil' quiet time which took forever b/c the girls wouldn't shut up and talking about random subjects and what they 'think' it means. We talked about the phrase "Endure to the End" some of us were confused at when the "end" was...b/c when you die that's not the end.... Emily was really persisted in finding out if it's after you die or Judgement day and then it kinda clicked about why she was asking. Her Vati not exactly 'enduring to the end', kinda cheating and taking his own life before it was time. I juss turned and looked at her and our eyes met and she juss said, "shut up Sara". And then in the car on the way home...after Natalie passed the boys house and I had my dramatice lil' fit Kirri decided to preach to us about having bfs and how we shouldn't have them. Natalie said "If you're careful then it's not bad to have a bf!" or something...which I think is bull pucky ....but it triggered Emily and she yells at Natalie "NATALIE! shut up!" B/c of the fact that Emi wasn't exactly...careful with her bf situation and did something wrong...Natalie so totally -did not- mean it that way but Emi was like already in tears. I feel a lil' bit for Emi but Natalie really didn't mean it that way. Anyways....now I'm gonna go take a shower...to get rid of all this sweaty stuff... Iron my skirt so I can get up early and ready fast so maybe I'll have time to visit Derek in the morning! weee... Then I'll go to bed I suppose... Still gonna be sore morrow... But the next two days are gonna be a breeze b/c we are in dresses so they won't make us do anything too ...energetic....teehee...so morrow is like the 'spiritual' day along with Variety show...eee.... and we get to be inside most of the day too! I can handle the next two days...and thats when I'll start to regret having to end EFY. So sad when the Banquet comes around on Friday! *sniffles* Goodnight Never Never Land!