I was relieved when my presentation was over. I don't know why I was freakin' out so much. Presentations aren't really that bad. Maybe it was that stupid boy that made me feel stupid last time. But I like whizzed through it. Prolly too fast but I don't care. It's over. I feel SO much better. Burden lifted off my shoulders. Now all I need is to keep doing daily assignments and a four page paper before finals. I shouldn't have planned that lil' birthday get together so early. I'm already having dreams of it falling apart. The hormones, the emotions the just plain awkwardness. The only thing secure is Kellie and Matt and they'll prolly be so far away. It will prolly be awkward getting my own date. Sigh. Whyy... do I even try to have a good birthday? Why do I do things for me? After a year and a half at this school I'm still learning the opposite things I am doing in the workforce. We did Complaints today in class. I've been doing Complaints over and over again at work the past week or two and they are...nothing alike really. The formatting is wrong, the wording is wrong. Seriously. What am I supposed to learn in class? What's the point of education? I finished my Complaint assignment a 1/2 hour before class ended. So I got bored and typed up my favorite talk and highlighted and bolded like half of it. I love it. Our class got started with a Tab Choir lady singing a hymn. Then I went to the devotional. Is there such a thing as too much inspiration or warm fuzzies? I knew I had to get off that spiritual cloud..but I didn't know how. I didn't want to. I love that feeling. That's why I haven't given up yet. That feeling. For some reason it bugs me that Jordan isn't telling me about his dates. I feel...oblivious or something. It's not like I'm...anything to him anyways. What does it matter? My desk is clearing up, I only have one and half rows/stacks on my desk! Whee. All I have to do now is talk to the boss. Eek. Not my cup of tea really. Along with talk to the boss I get to go online and take Divorce Education and see if I can pass... Don't ask me. I was just told to take Divorce Education...