I keep visualizing a hand running through my hair around to the back of my neck and pulling me in closer... I keep visualizing an arm wrapping around my waist and pulling me in.... I keep visualizing that someone is holding me. I can see it. I can almost feel it. At random moments. What is wrong with me? I got a new phone. :) Thats it. It's decided. I'm going home. And going straight to bed. Again. 4:37pm Why does that sleeping plan always get rescheduled? I just want to sleep. Everyones wants and needs come one day at a time... Must say, good timing tho - not all at once. I activated my phone too soon and I couldn't get my pictures off it. :( I think I might cry. And this phone is kinda bugging me right now. ___________________________________________________________ 11:30pm Thursday Night Natalie and Art came over after work. Hence the no sleeping part of my day I was looking forward too. We all laid around watching TV for like two hours, mainly cuz I wouldn't move from my bed. I wanted to be lazy and I was going to, whether or not someone was there. I was just fine in bed in my pink tank top and blue ER pants. They brought me a Pina Colada slurpee. mmmm Drinks run right through me for some reason. After TV we went downstairs and played Settlers again. I finally won! We had a close game though. Me and Art were close, but I prevailed. Sweet. Natalie let our ruined tape player eat our Winnie The Pooh movie. haha We were done around 11:30pm and they were leaving and Natalie and I wouldn't stop hugging so we just concluded that I should go with them. It was funny. I thought it was crazy. But when do I NOT do something spontaneous with Natalie? She makes my world stay exciting, ya know? Art seemed fine with it. He was the one told to tell me to go get my stuff. Natalie said I was the only friend that Art actually liked or something. Weird. I was still dressed like skanky/lazy like and I loved every minute of it. Got my stuff and ended up sleeping over in West Jordan. We will never get too old or in a stage of life that we will stop having sleepovers. It was hiliarious. I made Art jealous by sleeping with Natalie. Natalie asked if Art had decided who to invite to the wedding and he simply said "Sara". hah I said by the end of the night he would revoke that invitation. Natalie was minnee. We were loud and woke up his Mum tho. She came in and said "be quiet" and Natalie said "sorry" and she snapped back "no yer not, shut up". How rude. Anyways... I was like squished against the wall. I loved it. Woke up to my alarm, turned it off and fell asleep for another 1/2 hour. Woke up again and started bouncing up and down on the bed to wake them up. Scared Natalie. Art hit me. heh They got out of bed and threw all their covers on me until Art pulled them all off. It felt good not to be so ..hot..so I finally got up. My pants were the last thing I got on. I went in an odd order getting ready... anyways. I was late for school a wee bit, but this class doesn't really matter..it was just a group project. I love this time in the morning! I'm so ready for the day! I feel brave and bold! I'll get some things done today! Needless to say... I'm feeling perky!