Note to Self:   Kendell is speaking on June 12th At 11 o'clock Across the street from his house In the middle of no where Try to make it .... _____________________________________________ Today ish Dallins Bday. I wore my pink dress with my size 4 shoes that cost 2.50, my blueish jacket that I got at JC Pennys for like 2 bucks (heck yes), my sexy white shirt and a blueish ribbon in my hair and my pearls! So yeah, I tried to dress up today. I did some curls too. Derek hasta take the 1060 test today after school. So I'll go in and do Test Corrections in math. weee I hate math. I get like C's on all the tests. Did I tell you I am like soo freakin' close to getting a 4.0 this tri!? Oh my gosh! I didn't even think about it until Katlin started talking about it. I realized I basically had A's in all my classes. First hour - English I have like a B+ but I requested the 5% increase and the rest of the assignments I'll get like a 100% on and then I have extra credit for our packet AND because of extra reading! Definate A there... Second hour is a bird course with Baldwin. Almost everyone gets an A. Third hour isn't even considered a bird course, Seminary, no credit, definately pass. Fourth hour I have an 87% and if I get the test corrections, the packet of assignments, and the hall passes I -might- get it up at least 3%. But then that leaves me with an A- so I'll be a '-' from a 4.0!!! grrrr... Fifth hour I have a 94% but I got a 87% on my final so I hope my final didn't screw up my grade too much! I'll at least be getting an A-. So all A's...juss not a 4.0 GRRRR BABY GRRRR I went home and told me Mutti I was soo close to getting a 4.0. She snorted, she laughed, she was sarcastic. "Oh, yeah right!" Gee, thanks Mutti. Now I know you believe in me. "What do you not think I'm capable of getting a 4.0?" "No, it's not that you're not capable it's juss, this tri...you've been....distracted." *as she looks at Derek* "Oh, so now that I have a boy around I can't get a 4.0? Can't get decent grades? Think he's distracting me that much I can't do anything?" Yeah, really, thanks Mutti. I don't consider the boy too much of a distraction, if anything he's helped me improve. hehe But that kinda stung. Mutti's mean. I got a 3.4 last time and I'm not doing that again! grrr... I was being all PMSy yesterday. The one day he has off of work. Grrr..I'm such a dork. I yelled at him for every little thing he did and made him feel bad. I still remember his lil' whine. "Are you gonna be nice to me?!" and then he whines, "I'm not the one with PMS!" *gasp* Ever since then he's been wanting to choke me when I get offended by the stupid things he says. hehe ... I feel bad. I feel awful actually. We were doing the dishes after dinner and got into a water fight. Teehee. I splashed him with a spoon. He got me with a sponge. I threw the sponge back. Then I think we went to cups. heehee! He retaliates like Dallin does and doesn't like to lose, so of course he had to hold me down and get me to make himself feel better. I don't mind, I got used to it, it juss makes me more vindictive and stubborn. He went for the face and hair. I never went for his face. Pff, stupid cow. But yeah, we were soaked and the kitchen. We both had white shirts on. We cleaned up the kitchen. He kept picking me up. He likes to pick me up a lot. He kept rubbing it in that I was more wet than he was. Then we sat on the couch and watched TV. He kept pulling me like on him so I was like squashing him and eventually I fell asleep telling him sorry. So he watched TV while I slept on him. Then he took me to bed, of course he had to carry me. It was WAY obvious he wanted to -carry- me to bed and -tuck- me in. heh So I let him. So he stumbled in the dark, dumped me on the bed, cleared everything off after putting me on it and put the covers on. Mind you I was still in my pink skirt and shirt an' stuff. Then he sat there staring at the clock and said he had like 10 more minutes if I wanted a foot rub, back rub, anything really. He went thru a whole list. It was obvious he wanted to do one of them. So I said, "All of thee above". He massaged my legs. Mmmmm...so hot. Then he said goodnight. He went out the side door. I sat up and did math homework for about an hour. And went to bed. eeeeee Now, if that wasn't the third time that we were home on time for curfew (which it was)then this -definately- was. Mutti said, if we got home 3 times on time for curfew I could go back to midnight. This was the third time. But this is why compromising like that with Mutti doesn't work. She doesn't remember!! ..what it was in the first place let alone if I actually did my part or not! But of course, this is all my fault. Me, being the teenager I have to take the blame for her amnesia. Yesterday was full of stress. The emotions from Autti Flow are coming back but it was supposed to skip this month. Why is it coming back? Stress doesn't help it, it decides not to come when I'm stressed. But I think it's trying. Grrr... make up your mind Autti! Come or go ...take the emotions away or get it over with! I don't wanan be stuck like this all month! I have planned so many things this weekend and next weekend now I don't know what is what weekend! I'm so lost! All I know is food fight with Megan next weekend. teehee And then so much stress from this week of school an' all. It's all due friday which means I hafta do it all Thursday night. _____________________________________________ The last night of our preformance was wicked awesome! Me and Cassie procrastinated on getting there to get ready. We were on the phone together talking about random things until we decided to have a race out to Richmond. I had to go pee in my huge costume so it took forever. I jumped in my truck and went to the highway to see Cassie pass me. But yeah, we ended up there at the same time. I took the back roads. We had pina coladas and gummies. We threw in so much other stuff. Most of it was from Napeolon Dynamite. Hiliarious. Lotta got in a different dress, puffy sleeves and a side pony tail after the first scene. The Villian (Noble)decided to point this all out to the crowd. So they were both up there dancing and he plays with her sleeves and says, "I like you're sleeves. They're very ..puffy and big." She smiles and says, "thanks." The 3 girls playing the little girl parts had a lil' toy horse. "Sweet horse, can you do any sweet jumps with it?" "heck yes I can!" So one girl lays on the ground and the other jumps over the girl with the horse. "Sweet jumps! Can I try?!" The next one biffs it. Hilarious. Then the Noble Hart decided to get the one that put this all together really, Miriam, he brought her out in front of everyone and says, "There's something I need to tell you before I go." She's like what the heck is going on and blushes... We were all confused there on stage. He acts all nervous and says, "There's something I have to tell you! I have to get it off my chest!" She's like "No!" And he says, "I'm so in love with you!!" Someone in the crowd yells "Kiss her!" and Noble was already like bear hugging her. So he like dips her and stage kisses her. She was so red and we were all shocked by this improv. haha Cassie and I decided to it with School of Rock ending. We both went out there and pretended like we were playing guitars, swinging are arms and then we both raised our fists in the air like the lil' kids did on School of Rock. haha It was embarassing. Nobody got it. Some thought it was stupid. *shugs* It was a good way to go out tho...I was happy but kinda embarrassed. Afterwards everyone went to the main characters and kinda totally skipped us. Sometimes we didn't even get a handshake let alone eye contact. The older, more important ppl got a full fledged conversation. *shrugs* They'll call us for a cast party. Don't know why they even bothered trying to remember our names. After that last performance I didn't wanna go home so I went on a search for Dereks work. (Yes, I don't know where he works exactly) I found it and spied on him for about an hour in my hoochie skirt and tights. He saw me. He smiled. He looked like a girl with the hair net on. I looked for the boy in the blue shirt b/c apparently blue means good and important or something. He came out and I ran and jumped in his arms. I had my camera and made Jordan take pictures of us. It's hot. We sat on the car and talked for a bit. Until we got yelled at to go home. We jumped in our cars and took off at home. I didn't wanna go home immediately, but I hadda get there before 11:15 when Mutti got home. Derek parked in front of the house and we were saying goodbye when Mutti turned the corner. We ran inside and I told him to go out the front when she came in the side. Mutti came in a glaring. Derek snuck out. I smiled. He didn't even say goodbye for fear of being killed. How sweet. hehe He should've called me. Life moves on....